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I love writting abc
it helped me setting me free first insilence myself on paper when I was young.

I could not speak about many things inside me.

but I could write.

suffering

life

as a second death

for years

because

of misery with hearing (feeling) voices

of sickness ( to  a hospital 4 times because of aids)

a long suffer time

but

I became wiser and naive again about my past.

so also hiv made me wise

also, not alone, it is also suffering.

I could write for days about the shit time.

I will not do that.

It made me also happy a new me.

renewed

within

Toady, samsam.

I love myself.

that is the base for myself

and

for my contact with others.

I changed my name

It gave me a new me

reborn.

fantastico.

have a nice day